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The
Homecoming
Once
he returned from a long trip and found dozens of dead canaries.
They littered the terrace, his doorstep, every dirty windowsill,
casting strange yellow light and tiny shadows. That night
he tried to clear the cobblestones of their otherworldly debris,
humming Dvorak and muttering to himself. A coffee pot rattled
in the kitchen. Then he stopped, leaving feathers to drift
in each corner, the old grey house still an homage to some
other life.
Dearest
V.,
Halfway through a silent film, with its dark curtains and
pale women, I start to think of the cello. Did a corseted
actress say your name? Did she somehow mean eclipsed? Behind
the stage, a piano moves to lower octaves, shuddering one
note at a time. And as trolleys flicker across a porous screen,
and I can almost hear your white teeth glisten, like little
bells. At that, the audience applauds.
Cantatrice
He recalls painting the second story rooms, hearing a neighbor
croon Tosca from below. As the lady sings, light in her hair
becomes a constellation, its points aligned in the pale November
sky. He taps his brush and crows fly out to meet her, flapping
their hollow-boned wings. She sways from east to west. When
the clock chimes, his halls loom blue above him. The woman
sings and sings.
Ennui
You walk past a crystal decanter glistening near the harpsichord.
Since our guests left for the ocean, with its dark enclaves
and low mumbling, the lakes have done nothing but rain. And
our dim halls become more cavernous every evening. When I
ask why the rooms buzz with damselflies, you merely nod your
head. The shutters blow open and closed. Our parlor hums like
trees shifting before a storm.
Saint Brigid
Or do I mean a mourning dove, rustling in the trees? Again,
the harps are quiet. Ever since her miracles stopped, the
sisters have wept and wept. And when the organ starts up,
groaning under vaults and beams, light catches the dust in
every window. Pews begin to glisten as though they were polished
steel. A dark bird warbles in the nunnery while the hagiographers
nod their heads, listening intently from the eaves.
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